Sensuality

&nd his demeanor is explicit , and my thoughts are too . Wondering why the young guy can`t be mine , not for all time but just for sometime . I mean his Expressions drive me wild, like a lepord on the prowl . Im hunting for his heart , or maybe his soul . I want to touch his soul .. with the possibility of gaining his trust; as a friend or a lover or a sister . Just let me be apart of his existence , dont want to miss this .. him .. us , is there ? Excuse me if my dreams are unrealistic, but they're about to get 2 explicit. He is my sweetdream , the bite in my bed , in my dreams he's with me &nd on me &nd in me . Sorry but the truth is i think of his lips &nd the way they curvewhen his smile is pressed upon me . I pray God didnt leave this angel on this earth the press my spot , or my soul ; even tho they are one in the same / I.. I.. want to bless you bby , not if your sneezin but if your sing the tunes of my body &nd or the beat of my heart . Let`s give the jungle songs a run for there money , honey ; You ? can you Be my honey bee , buzz around my nectar like its exactly what you need . Love me , as you love her ? or it .. Money .. Me .. dont mean a thing because it can`t keep me warm like you could &nd should do . My heart aches &nd my sould hurts , such beauty can`t be mine . God said i should be happy righ ? well were you at ? because you make my toes curl before you touch me , bite my lip even tho you haven`t spoke or kissed or .. or .. The feelings that make my body flow , body move slow through time of you and us .. Im not crazy , just lazy from the exhaustion of the rambling thoughts of you bouncing around in my stomach , butterflies taunt me at night when i .. when i breath a smell thats yours , since i haven`t smelled you and yours , it's fantasy . Pain , there is no paincompared to the absence of you in my arms ; laying in my bed .. telling me you want me or love me / not someone else please , am i not worthy ? for just once . experience is a gift , so bby give me all the gifts you hold with in you and your capibility ... dnt leave me lonely / is this too much to ask ? im just a simple girl wishing for the world . You are the world and the world is wishing for you too . If my fingers bleed , they bleed because i would caress you too much .. And if my words could alone satisfy you , then you would never leave because my words for you would never be , the end ... they are endlessly living within .. where you should be , where i want to hold your heart next too ... mine . Maybe im no better than her before , her now , or her next . but bet bby , id give them a run for there money / honey , buzz with me ; dancing in the slow melody of your groans &nd my moans .. only it you knew .. who you were , like i know .. we could share SENSUALITY